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| Joined: | Wed Mar 19th, 2008 |
| Location: | Richmond, Canada |
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I've been diagnosed with manic depression
recently and my personal friends have either
distanced themselves or completely rejected me
because of my illness. What it comes down to:
If they can't accept who I am
then I have nothing do with them.
Phone calls are non-existence,
just loneliness is all there is.
Yes, at times there is a sense of hopelessness
but I'm too determined to live.
Death is not an answer, never was and
never will be. It hasn't crossed my mind
because my parents are counting on me,
for support.
I am seeking help,but few people understand
what kind of torment I'm dealing with.
I've kept it as a secret. Due to
the fact I didn't want people to feel sorry
for me.
As a matter of fact, I'm not asking for
sympathy nor as a cry for help.
Participating and taking part in this forum,
has in many ways a sort of therapy to ease
my mind. I am not ashamed to admit that
have a mental illness,it hasn't affected me
from continuing with my job or staying
focused. One thing is certain and that is:
LIFE GOES ON.
Is the philosophy that best describes
my outlook. Staying positive is a daunting
task. Keeping a cool head and remaining
positive is the best defense against any
sudden depressive episodes.
Anyone with depression knows what I'm
going through. The symptoms is like a
roller coaster ride,one minute you're
laughing and being pleasant.
The next minute you're a miserable person.
I do not condone swearing,
but I refuse to use it.
Perhaps is a sign of maturity,
whatever it is this is how I conduct
myself in private and in public.
I have nothing to apologize for.
On the other hand,I felt comfortable
enough to express openly as what
is happening. If I shocked some of
you,then yes I do sincerely apologize.
Life's too short to let every obstacle
get in the way.
Sincerely,
Simon